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Intro
00:33
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2. |
Desecrate My Rapist
03:23
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I think to myself every day
About the way you touched me
You fucked your own grandson
You festering, worthless cunt
You are nearing death due to your old age
But for 18 years, I have paid
And you'll only pay the day that you die
I am certain on your funeral no one will arrive
If I had the transportation I would go
To your open casket and desecrate you
I would lacerate your wilting, old flesh
And masturbate, let my cum seep in your cuts
I would find no sexual pleasure in doing so
I would only do it in order to let you know
You will never be my grandfather
You will never be missed
Your grave will be covered in my piss
Your grave will be drenched in your corpse's blood
Your casket will be filled with vomit
I will do anything possible to desecrate your dead body
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Keep Me From Hell
03:52
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Everybody is upset with me
Because I am so depressed
But they don't understand or see
The darkness in my chest
Throughout these 18 years
I have felt my heart sink
The days always end in tears
And I am on the brink
Of committing suicide nearly
Every single day
People have come to fear me
I've pushed everyone away
I mean them no harm
But I do towards myself
And the cuts upon my arm
Are all that keeps me from hell
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Sudden Realization
04:27
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I need to find something
I need to find anything
Each day I slowly turn to ash
Because music is all I fucking have
I realized something on this day
I'll always be filled with inner hate
I will never in my entire life
Afford the surgery to better my life
I will never be truly pretty
Not on the inside or the outside
If in life I'll never be happy
Then I mind as well just die
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I Deserve Hell
02:12
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I deserve all of this
All of this hatred
Fear, agony, pain
I deserve the worst
I deserve all of this
All of this rage
Hurt, desperation
I deserve hell
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Sofia
02:42
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The last time I was happy
For more than a few days
I was with you, my dear
I was in your arms, Sofia
The memories are fading
I am slowly forgetting you
I know that you were the one
And that was the very reason
That I had to let you go
Someone like you should never
Know the pain that I feel,
Feel the pain that I feel
The last time I was happy
For more than a few days
I was with you, my dear
I was in your arms, Sofia
I almost died for you, my love
And it's all my mother's fault
It's all my rapist's fault
It's everyone else's fault but mine
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If God Is Above
03:26
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If God is above then why
Has he yet to give me death
I want to feel the hellfire
Consume all of my flesh
Please God, just kill me
Why must you torture me
If you really do exist
Then you are to blame for everything
If God is above then please
I beg you to strike me down
I beg you to just hurry
And fucking kill me now
What have I done to deserve
The rape, the abuse, a dead father,
Dead memories, brutal upbringings
What the fuck have I done?
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John Logan
04:20
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You filthy, festering, evil cunt
I will never forgive what you have done
You took my innocence at the age of 4
Raped me in the woods until my leg broke
I would've told someone if I could
And now it is simply too late
Nobody believed me until now
All the evidence is gone
Your mother prayed for you to die
When you were but a child
Everyone in my family told me so
Nobody ever loved you
You are a horrible person
And you've made me what I am
I've hurt children growing up,
I didn't know any better back then
It's all because of you
I fucking hate you
You ruined me at such
A young, fragile age
You were my grandfather
You were supposed to care
You were supposed to be trusted
But no...
You were a pedophile
You were a rapist
You were an alcoholic
You were a sadist
And I know for sure that nothing's changed
Because how can anyone forget such a thing
How can I forget being raped?
I swear on my life I'll piss on your grave
I'll desecrate your corpse when you die
In every single way imaginable
Things were never simple for me
And I have you to fucking blame
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Outro
00:45
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Screech Calamity Newark, Delaware
Raw Black Metal/Ambient project by Skarlet Octavia
Bands that inspire us: Leviathan,
Xasthur, Pa Vesh En, Human Serpent, Bethlehem, Endless Dismal Moan, Void Prayer, Brahdr'uhz, Black Funeral, Broyeur d'Enfance, Nocturnal Depression, Selvhat, Satanic Warmaster
Genres that inspire us: Raw Black Metal, Dark Ambient, DSBM, Funeral Doom Metal, Blackgaze
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