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Violation Of The Soul

by Screech Calamity

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1.
Dismal 02:41
Instrumental
2.
My fake family has treated me like a maggot They beat me, for I am a lowlife faggot Do you think this is what I deserve? Trying to be myself, I must have some nerve All of these disorders I inhabit All because I am a dysphoric faggot All of these disorders I inhabit All because I am a dysphoric faggot Even when I tried to take myself from this world You still abused me, because I want to be a girl Mother, you even told me to take my own life Therefore I will remain alive out of spite All of these disorders I inhabit All because I am a dysphoric faggot All of these disorders I inhabit All because I am a dysphoric faggot
3.
Screaming through tears in the middle of the night There is no end to this rage and I see no light I have tried my absolute best to be polite As you beat me down until my vision went white The words you said was a pain even worse "A hopeless tranny is a mother's curse" "Humanity has grown too diverse" "This child is undeserving of a nurse" My own adoptive mother has broken me Simply for not knowing who I want to be You had no regrets, no apologies You hated me for my sexuality The words you said was a pain even worse "A hopeless tranny is a mother's curse" "Humanity has grown too diverse" "This child is undeserving of a nurse"
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Instrumental
5.
I have done nothing to deserve this distress I feel as if my heart has left my chest Panic attacks, and feelings of emptiness Are causing me to lose sleep, I am restless I have said my goodbyes At least one hundred times Deep down, I know it was lies I do not have the guts to die Do you cut yourself to make others feel guilt? Or do you do it all for the thrill? No matter what, you will always suffer until They find a cure for the mentally ill I have said my goodbyes At least one hundred times Deep down, I know it was lies I do not have the guts to die
6.
Once again, I am trapped within a nightmare Inside my mind is psychological warfare I am all alone and I feel so scared I am being raped by someone who should have cared When someone is touched in such a way The innocence of their soul goes away The happiness is no longer conveyed All that remains is a feeling of dismay He penetrates me, my vision goes white We return home where I try to end my life Over and over, I pass on the fright To other children, unaware it isn't right With every year, the anxiety gets worse This is something I can never reverse What have I done to be deserving of this curse? Now he lives a happy life he does not deserve
7.
Queer 03:51
Instrumental

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THIS IS NOT MEANT AS HATE SPEECH

The title of this album is meant to reflect the discrimination I have had to live with my entire life all because I am bisexual and trans.

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released July 26, 2020

All Music by Chris "Skarlet" Schroeder

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Screech Calamity Newark, Delaware

Raw Black Metal/Ambient project by Skarlet Octavia

Bands that inspire us: Leviathan, Xasthur, Pa Vesh En, Human Serpent, Bethlehem, Endless Dismal Moan, Void Prayer, Brahdr'uhz, Black Funeral, Broyeur d'Enfance, Nocturnal Depression, Selvhat, Satanic Warmaster

Genres that inspire us: Raw Black Metal, Dark Ambient, DSBM, Funeral Doom Metal, Blackgaze
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