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Dismal
02:41
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Instrumental
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Dysphoric Faggot
05:39
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My fake family has treated me like a maggot
They beat me, for I am a lowlife faggot
Do you think this is what I deserve?
Trying to be myself, I must have some nerve
All of these disorders I inhabit
All because I am a dysphoric faggot
All of these disorders I inhabit
All because I am a dysphoric faggot
Even when I tried to take myself from this world
You still abused me, because I want to be a girl
Mother, you even told me to take my own life
Therefore I will remain alive out of spite
All of these disorders I inhabit
All because I am a dysphoric faggot
All of these disorders I inhabit
All because I am a dysphoric faggot
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Hopeless Tranny
03:29
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Screaming through tears in the middle of the night
There is no end to this rage and I see no light
I have tried my absolute best to be polite
As you beat me down until my vision went white
The words you said was a pain even worse
"A hopeless tranny is a mother's curse"
"Humanity has grown too diverse"
"This child is undeserving of a nurse"
My own adoptive mother has broken me
Simply for not knowing who I want to be
You had no regrets, no apologies
You hated me for my sexuality
The words you said was a pain even worse
"A hopeless tranny is a mother's curse"
"Humanity has grown too diverse"
"This child is undeserving of a nurse"
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Instrumental
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I Have Said My Goodbyes
03:55
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I have done nothing to deserve this distress
I feel as if my heart has left my chest
Panic attacks, and feelings of emptiness
Are causing me to lose sleep, I am restless
I have said my goodbyes
At least one hundred times
Deep down, I know it was lies
I do not have the guts to die
Do you cut yourself to make others feel guilt?
Or do you do it all for the thrill?
No matter what, you will always suffer until
They find a cure for the mentally ill
I have said my goodbyes
At least one hundred times
Deep down, I know it was lies
I do not have the guts to die
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Violation Of The Soul
03:23
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Once again, I am trapped within a nightmare
Inside my mind is psychological warfare
I am all alone and I feel so scared
I am being raped by someone who should have cared
When someone is touched in such a way
The innocence of their soul goes away
The happiness is no longer conveyed
All that remains is a feeling of dismay
He penetrates me, my vision goes white
We return home where I try to end my life
Over and over, I pass on the fright
To other children, unaware it isn't right
With every year, the anxiety gets worse
This is something I can never reverse
What have I done to be deserving of this curse?
Now he lives a happy life he does not deserve
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Queer
03:51
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Instrumental
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Screech Calamity Newark, Delaware
Raw Black Metal/Ambient project by Skarlet Octavia
Bands that inspire us: Leviathan,
Xasthur, Pa Vesh En, Human Serpent, Bethlehem, Endless Dismal Moan, Void Prayer, Brahdr'uhz, Black Funeral, Broyeur d'Enfance, Nocturnal Depression, Selvhat, Satanic Warmaster
Genres that inspire us: Raw Black Metal, Dark Ambient, DSBM, Funeral Doom Metal, Blackgaze
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